Saturday, May 16, 2009
This entire week hasnt been the best. All I can feel is crashing into walls after walls. Conflicts, bad luck, miscommunication and that stupid paranoid brain of mine... What else can do you think can keep shoving me right into the wall... If you can think of any, please, dont hesitate to write it down on my comment box.
Monday - Wednesday was just horrid and trauma but all went well on Thursday as fresh air and Friday came as an unexpected nuclear bomb that would only target one person. But seriously, this nuclear bomb was contagious. My negativity was spreading like a pandemic! Yikes!
About my paranoia, it grows in my head and it has to be KILLED! I am always expecting for the worst, but I dont want the worst to happen. Who does?!?!?! Its this really shaky period that makes me so. All the insecurity. But yet, I wanna stay on this bandwagon to see what good outcome will happen to me. For good things come for those who wait. But never the less, dont be so naive, be prepared for the worst as well but ALWAYS! I mean ALWAYS! FOCUS ON THE POSITIVE SIDE!
I just need to get a grip of myself. Life is positive when you see it positively, but the opposite happens when you do the other. People will pull you down, but keep your head up. Right now, my negativity is bringing a crash into my world. Stop right now to prevent it from happening. I wanna be the happy me again in this world of mine.
The power for it to slip away is in my own hands...
PS: Dont complain nor feel negative over things you cant control.
silenced at 5/16/2009 01:38:00 PM
