Friday, October 24, 2008
How much would it be to relive yesterdays, when you were just all bliss, say it be your childhood of the yester-years. I guess it was one year ago, when I was still happy and all was still fine. Imagine I was only caring of myself and no one else. But now, I'm too busy to care for myself when I have to impress others, be perfect for them. Even though so, I'm not saying that I regret of the change in me and my life. I'm glad being well-liked, but somehow it is the neglect. Have you ever felt, like you're trying to impress someone, being a perfect one for them, but you're actually doing the exact opposite. And in the end, we just drift apart when the person says, "I don't know you anymore."
Well, that is just a little scene.
What I'm to say is be true to yourself, be who you are.... Hell with the rest. LOL, but sometimes, I'm just a hypocrite.
Did you know how strong are Yesterdays? Beyond what you can think of, it is the only thing that has the power to crash dreams of the future, make just about anything turn obsolete and outdated. It can also take the most precious thing, Life.
Talking about how time passes us by, I'm graduating high school soon enough. The so called High School Experience will soon come to an end. Sounds sad..... *I think*
So time to hang up those white school shoes. WHITE?!?!?! I dont think they look white to me anymore. Those shoes were the bomb in my high school life. They brought me to classes, ran with me, play football, basketball.... You get the picture. But lets paste them all in the memoirs of our high school years, to getter with the sweet memories, sour, bitter, ?Salty? and also ?unani? memories....
But whatever it is, I can say that I have no regrets about what happened in high school. But it is just the mildest taste of the journey of life that lies ahead. Here is just the beginning, you meet your best friends, your true friends. Same goes to those bitches and back-stabbers that appear.
As time goes by,
As I grow "ripe-er"
Life embarks on a new journey. A new platform. A different stage for me to showcase what I got. To be honest, seeing major changes in your life aint alwasy the best thing. Changes may sometimes be good... Note the somtimes. but as I said, yesterdays eat away everything. You have to realise that not all that you wish for are serve on a plater to you, not all dreams are meant to come true, not all plans are to be exicuted. I know the book entitled "Seumas' Life Story" is written by me, Seumas. But it cant be denied that it is 100%, completely editted by Teh Eng Seng and Wong Yoke Lin(the parents). Its not that I say its a bad thing, parents knows best, but I want to feel respected for my choices. But all in all, I'm very thankful for all they gave me...
Here is just another motto of mine,
Live today to the fullest,
Let not regrets of yesterday rob you of today,
Let not worries of the tomorrow hold you back from today,
Live today to the fullest,
and no regrets will there be in yesterday,
Worry not tomorrow,
as tomorrow will one day be today.
silenced at 10/24/2008 06:00:00 PM
