It is no doubt that the songs we usually hear lately and like or feel connected to it is because we are in the same boat to whoever who is singing that song. Happy tune or sad. We know what its like to be in their shoes and all we have to do is stay in OUR shoes. That easy! If we could write our own songs, a million tunes would I have made. But without much talent, we would have to opt to singing what others have written. But they, it doesnt matter what it is, as long as we can sing out what we feel.
My life have recently creased to suck. And i mean totally, everything is happening, but not the things that really matter much to me, not to say that nothing matters. But the things that I truely treasure, the things that made me today are still on hold and not really moving much and I really want it to. I havent had the best of times as I've change my lifestyle since a year ago, i guess, and now i dont quite like it. It is now tainted by the pass. I does haunt me from time to time, and ever so yet increasing. Till a verge of annoyance. But hey ho, if only things were moving on fine, I wouldnt have been so paranoid.
But I'm not blaming anyone but myself. Yeah, I'm that sorta person, taking in the blame for anything. :P
Anyway, the irony is here, " THE ANITDOTE TO MY BROKEN HEART IS DERIVED FROM THE POISON THAT SHATTERED IT " , that is what I knew quite sometime. But everything is always there blocking me from what actually makes me smile. My Bliss. Is is so that is why I never give up. I keep fighting and pushing? But hey, I know someday people will give in, and you'll get what you want. Good things happen for those who wait. I hope I've done mine. And when I do strike a deal, I wanna prove to you that I'm a mature kid(oxymoron) and I'll not break it again.
Its a give and take situation, at least try to make it fair, I dont wanna just keep giving when I'm not receiving. I'm not complaining or anything, but hey, who in this world would be THAT KIND??
But hey, night is darkest before it hits dawn. See I'm such an optimist. But is it for the right thing?? hahaha, I'm sure it is.
Anyway, what songs have been related to me lately, kinda sad songs but I'm seeing a turn around. :D
I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie Is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone the words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it ok I miss you
I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it ok I miss you
We will be for each other Out here forever I know we were Oh...
All I ever wanted was for you to know Everything I do I give my heart and soul I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me Yeah...
When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone All the words I need to hear will always get me through the day And make it ok I miss you
Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy
But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vain That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling
But nothings greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe
But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vain That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
And it’s draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I’ll be wearing these scars For everyone to see
I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vain That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
This here is what I know bout me:
I'm Seumas(Shay-mas)
Its MY NAME.
If you have a problem with that,I cant help you. I cant just go changing my birth cert.(I've already changed it once)
I enjoy a good conversation most and hate lonliness most!I love getting new stuff
Earth Wars : Attack of the Shopaholic! May it be CLOTHES to Tech-kies to Noise-makers and even books!
I've got a thing for Radio DJ-ing and Hosting!
Its really fun!
I love to spice up life with a lil SARCASM and HUMOUR! A lil can never hurt! But I just love it in full scale sometimes.
My personality is seen through YOUR EYES!
It changes at times and please never be too quick to judge! Because I might make a few wrong turns before ending up in the right way.
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