Saturday, September 20, 2008
I know I am a really undedicated blogger and hasnt been posting much here... But hey, its not my fault. I've been to packed up with exams as it is my trials for my O-Levels. Have been burying my head for the pass few weeks. Well, you should know I'm the very last minute kinda person. I mean I need the adrenaline to work better. But yet, I'm not the kind that burns the midnight oil, I still enjoy my sleep.But as this will be my last examination, not counting the real O-Levels, I think I really didnt put up much effort into it. Just a month or even longer than that, you could see people walking around with books in their hands. While everyone was gearing up, putting up strong amour for the "great battle", I on the other hand has been slacking, taking it kinda easy....
And by looking at the last two weeks of exams(1 more week to go), I can say I faired rather well, not too good not too bad. So why torture yourself when you know you're going to do about the same when you work really hard or take one step at the time. I'm not that brainy student but I know where my limits are, although I do push myself but hey, I dont need a mental break down, at least not during my exams.
But I must admit, I did black out during one of the subjects that I should bee scoring. Due to my average results for Additional Mathematics which has been considered above par... not too far above... I've somehow develop the urge to do well every single time, creating another close perfect results to fit into my track record. But I guess this prodigious birth of this feeling took the best of me. In the first paper(Paper 2) I had a black out. A mental shut down. I knew what I was doing. Everything was in front of my eyes, but I just couldnt see it. Sometimes I even drew the portions or lines that needed to be done to solve the questions but I was just too panicky to even take notice of what I've drawn and start thinking too far off course... But luckily there was a quick come back at the second paper(paper 2)
Ok, since I havent been updating for sometime. Myriads of things have been happening. Both physical and metal. This is yet another challenging phase of my life, growing up, so there are times I just keep knocking myself into the wall. Maybe if I knock hard enough, I might create a new pathway from that wall... hahaha. So what it is to say, that there has been some reflecting, over and over again. Some soul searching.
For the physical side, If you guys didnt know. I had a haircut and totally changed my hair style, not the normal hairstyle I use to cut. If you guys have noticed from all the photos I've previously posted up. You may see that I always have this normal hairstyle with fringes. But this time, I've decided to shave them off, all off. Well it is hard to tell you how it looks like in words, but hey it still looks good in fashion sense and I like it. But seriously, it really took some time to get use to it as I have been having my fringe for some time now...
I know the pictures are so vain, but too bad....
silenced at 9/20/2008 03:44:00 PM