Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Sometimes when you think you have the best of yourself. You have a good grip on what you are doing. But hey, maybe you could actually be fooling yourself.
I have doubted many times in different ways and kid myself that things are actually going well and I have full control. But when you just let loose, who knows you're getting the best of both worlds, the one where it is in your control and the other where things fall right into you, like an extra bonus.
Never in a million years would I have known how much I would miss something
THAT MUCH if I didnt let loose for once. Following the heart. Maybe it was always there waiting for me to take the first step, but I have only just prolonged it. Once you know what you could have lost something forever, a taste of "lost", maybe its time I'm gonna buck up. I dont wanna lose it again. Not gonna let it slip my grip.
Eventhough things are different now, I cant deny that there are things that are similar. Some of the major parts that never failed to make me smile and make me feel happy are still intact though some has faded through time.
Thank you A.
silenced at 8/20/2008 03:02:00 PM
