With everything that is happening?? "Bliss" is the last word I have in my mind! I'm very unorganised now, havent got much time for myself, doing the things I love, because either I cant do it anymore or because I'm too packed up with everything else? Everything is taking its toll on me... really? NOT! Haha, I still get around well fine, just not how I use to as the happy-go-luck guy, why? Not because its gone, it just has been able to show itself, its been stashed aside by all the other things.. :D makes sense? So now I feel so robotic, so UNoriginal... hahaha, show no emotions... maybe one... a plain face...
Dont worry, it will come back some time soon... all this negativity will be gone... A rainbow after a stormy rain! But not now, not now...
But no matter how busy I am, I still have a little time for AMERICAN IDOL! I think this is the first time, I've been hooked to Idol since the very first episode. Normally, I'll be jumping and skipping episodes. But no, not this time. Why? because its really good this year. Better than some cheap other American show, America's Got talent, also showing on tele.
The show gets better and better every week.I use to like DAVID ARCHULETA... but slowly, the originality of DAVID COOK also got me captvated by it, week after week. And when he did the Phantom of The Opera the other day. I was blown a way, besides having a great originality, which he has shown through Bellie Jeans and Always be My Baby, he shown that he really has a big voice too! Very versetile!
Although so, the competition is devoted to the two DAVID-s, if not for them, the show wouldnt be that amazing. Well, ARCHULETA, you really got some catching up to do. If not, you'll be losing the grip of my vote. Cause COOK is starting to melt me... hahaha... a figurative way.
IDOL, it makes my week complete... :D hahaha... kinda..
Anyway, time to store up for the next month, MAY! COME WHAT MAY! MAY IT BE... it gonna be gruelling, DIFFERENT! Its not that easy anymore... But luckily, Labour Day kicks of the first day of the month, not that I'm a labour or anything...
SEE YA IN MAY..
silenced at 4/27/2008 11:09:00 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
I swear I would have gave the person I saw in the mirror the "orst haircut of the year" title. But when I took a closer look at who the person was, it was a shocker! That person was me! Just had a haircut, ordered it for it to be cut shorter and to make it less thicker. But when I got off the chair. THE HORROR!
I would have been wearing a hat or my facourite beanie to school if it wasnt for the school rule. I hate my new hair ?sytle?. Its not that its ugly, just that it looks weird. Some people said its very nice as its really neat and its a nice cut. But to me, it look weird because I'm so use to having frinches. Some people thought so too.
Besides my height, people have been saying the next same thing I had to the American Idol famed, David Archuleta, is my hair! HAHAH! Its like a cross between a durian style and a GI cut that went wrong.
But too bad I still have to fake a smile and act like I like it very much
not convincing? HOW ABOUT THIS? BETTER? Does it show I really "love" my new haircut?
Ok, besides that, I've been packed with projects to hand in, due dates are starting to pop up and its driving me nuts. I have too much to worry for today and no time to worry for the future.
To top that, the third quater of the sporting season is back. That means time for more hard work to be able to live up to my billings and also try to defend some titles. So I'll be busy with my facourite sports... Do you know what they are? I think the season will stretch over a rather long period. So that might take up most of my time...
Not to mention, exams! Damn them, studies are also a must now.
Busy Busy Busy
But ofcourse I still will have time for myself and to think over stuff...
Au Revior!
silenced at 4/23/2008 10:25:00 PM
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Are we able to keep up to our decisions, its a waste with all the time you put into choosing the right one to follow. But at the end you cant hold on to it, the factors that are trying to change it are just way too much. You wish you didnt have to make it at all, revoke what you have said.
I cant hold on to the decision as it is affected by time. Sometimes it changes because some decisions are inter-related. It is beyond my control. Simplicity is better.
To choose is to decide. And to decide is to be certain.
I AM NOT CERTAIN! But I'm certain of somethings, the factors that alter the decision.
silenced at 4/19/2008 04:26:00 PM
Thursday, April 17, 2008
As the books by Darren Shan starts to spread through the school, passing from hands to hands and ending up in the hands of most of the readers, who actually read, in school, while others still have their hands on John Grisham and the-so-last-year's Mitch Albom and to the boring Sidney Sheldon! People holding popular books... wow...
Dont you think its weird that most of the book has this phrase printed on its cover "No.1 Best Seller" or " 'How Many' Million Copies Sold"? It has turned cliche! But its a genius pulling method.
Staying in those genres is kinda ok for us teenage people, fantasy still wows us, but I like the descriptiion part, as they need a strong vocabulary to help you imagine the event, drama - what is life if there arent any - but I for one has started growing out of it. And yesterday when my hands held a genre which I pretty adore, ever since I started off with books like "Tuesday With Morrie", " Gone with the Wild". People were thinking I'm nuts. I was indulging myself with Dale Carnegie.
His books are just so je nais sais quoi. I mean it is honest and true. Not to look at it as a self help books but as a book you can personally relate to. It gets you a step closer into knowing yoruself, how to avoid mistakes, and make you realise the little things that you never even spare a thought for by allowing to learn through other peoples life.
Even teachers a like did not forget to comment on the reading material. They were impressed and say this is the book people should be reading. :D
Continue with " How to Stop Worrying and Start Living - Dale Carnegie"
Although this book has been written ages ago, it still appeals to people in this vast era! And from his books, you can tell how much time and effort he has put in into getting sources and materials to sum up everything fopr the benefit of you. I tell you, you should start by getting one of his books and experience it yourself. Go!
silenced at 4/17/2008 11:43:00 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Sleep Sleep Sleep, but it doesnt seem to work anymore. Does it really energise the body? Because lately, I finally understand why some people really love their sleep or why do they need their sleep. I have been trying to hard to recharge myself, I sleep really often lately. I mean very!
Somehow my energy meter has gone immune to snooze! I wake up still tired, many people have told me how cruel it is to wake up and still feeling fatigue. I finally feel it! It kills, especially in the wee hours when you havent got the hang of things, you just feel like dozing off, lethargic gets the better of you. Nothing really gets in your mind. You just place your head down, the next minute, you realise that you just missed a period of Physics! If you're lucky, 2 minutes... It just shows how quickly you can run off to dreamland.
Whenever you have free time, you just wanna forget everything else in the world and slam right into the comfort of your warm bed. You tend to get grumpy when someone wakes you up. Because all you want is to get your rest, hoping that this time, when you shut your eyes, you might get up feeling all recharged...
Rest now people, the days are going to get busier, but when the hectic lifestyle of yours slows down, dont forget the little things in life, come back to the things you've been missing out on, I bet things are going to be great... One clear mind... :D
Seumas pig out!
silenced at 4/10/2008 01:01:00 AM
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Sometimes songs just say what you want to say and sometimes let you know that you are not alone, there is someone out there who feels the same way as you do... Sometimes you wish you can be heard as well... So let this song speak on your behalf
Lifehouse - Whatever It Takes
A strangled smile fell from your face It kills me that I hurt you this way The worst part is that I didn't even know Now there's a million reasons for you to go But if you can find a reason to stay
I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it take
She said "If we're gonna make this work You gotta let me inside even though it hurts Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see" She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"
I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance And give me a break I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better
But remember the time I told you the way that I felt That I'd be lost without you and never find myself Let's hold onto each other above everything else Start over, start over
I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know what's at stake I know I've let you down And if you give me a chance and believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes
silenced at 4/06/2008 05:52:00 PM
Friday, April 4, 2008
Having a positive mindset really helps alot to get you through the day! It has done me much good, though I'm trying to get the hang of it. Smile, create endorphines! :D
With a clearer mind, you get to think much properly, and you make better decisions and you really start realising every single details which you have left out. eg, YES, you did listen to what someone said, but never took it fully in. But when you have a clear mind, you sit down and think back and start to derive the meaning encase in the words, this didnt prove that you never listen, you did, just you forgot that extra effort.
Trying to stay positive is the tricky thing, because there are so many factors out there trying to rob that peace away from you. But then, I dont think staying too postive is good, sometime you really need to be shot down and to understand. Learn.
But then its always worth a try, because you might affect the people around you too, its very much influential. You can start by relaxing then think about the good things in life.
When you feel stressed out, just think of a spot you wanna be and just close your eyes and imagine it, be it the spa or somewhere you wanna be. Take sometime to free your mind before reality kicks back in.
Sides that, I think trying to appreciate the big to little things in life, every single detail really helps you a lot, quit thinking about the passive stuff. Feel contented! Dont keep pushing for more.
To tap that, why not count your blessings, count and appreciate them really does wonder. Be greatful. You can make a list everyday, jot them down.
Other than that, a daily dosage, in a right amount, of good deeds really pays off with a smile on your face.
Even doing silly things like laughing loud to a joke or just let go of your ego or shame and dance silly around the area. Have fun with your peers, do something that creates adernaline, like running or just something that make syou hyper. WOW, that really kicks the happy stimulator!
all for now...
trying to stay positive and hope for good things to come, give it time, give it another go, another chance. Will you give it another chance too?
This here is what I know bout me:
I'm Seumas(Shay-mas)
Its MY NAME.
If you have a problem with that,I cant help you. I cant just go changing my birth cert.(I've already changed it once)
I enjoy a good conversation most and hate lonliness most!I love getting new stuff
Earth Wars : Attack of the Shopaholic! May it be CLOTHES to Tech-kies to Noise-makers and even books!
I've got a thing for Radio DJ-ing and Hosting!
Its really fun!
I love to spice up life with a lil SARCASM and HUMOUR! A lil can never hurt! But I just love it in full scale sometimes.
My personality is seen through YOUR EYES!
It changes at times and please never be too quick to judge! Because I might make a few wrong turns before ending up in the right way.
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