Monday, January 14, 2008
When you know your predictions are true and that the turn out would be bad, would you take an extra precaution to prevent it? What if you did try, but that story has already been written and is bound to happen and yet you stand there watch as it happen. Lately, I've been feeling the creeps of yester-year in me. Nostalgia.
I admit, I'm annoyed by it, I'm sick of it. But then your head speaks for its own, there is not much you can do when you have a wondering brain. Not to mention, when you have situations that keep reminding you of the past that "haunts" you. I cant control what will happen, but to be honest it feels like Deja Vu. I get the creeps that I have gotten so many times. I get the same feeling in several events and they all turned out exactly or similar to one another.
But then again, those moments though sour were not that bad, I would have relived the happier moments. Those are just hopes that I dont really think will happen, and I'm not desperate, crawling on my knees begging for a second chance. I just feel sorry for the counterparts that were involved along the way, those that lost(which includes me) what was good.
Sometimes, it is those little moments that were good, that forces you, tempt you to go into situations that will remind you of those "moments" ending up with nostalgia...
But then again, you cant high from what has happen. And I dont wanna hide, not anymore.
PS: I find this post really complicating, not focused, that is because my mind is astray!
silenced at 1/14/2008 01:39:00 AM
