Thursday, January 10, 2008
Although I've never walked around in the desert, but I've heard of stories where people get stranded in the hot brownish-gold desert. Soak in the hot sun. It is said that you can never walk in a straight line because when you walk, the variables like the wind, the glaring sun, and the scenery(all the same) makes you walk tilted either to the left or to the right depending which hand you use to write...
In the end, you walk around in circles and end up the same place. Life might be like that, lately I've been walking round and round the same place and ending up at the same spot. And when I arrive at the same spot, I crash and break down because I know I didnt gain anything, never learn a thing, end up doing the same things.
The recent circle I made was a bigger one, ending up back in square one. I believe having to arrive at the same spot everytime, I ought to take a different option, alter my path.. If I used to turn right, now I turned left... I'm tired off walking down the same road, looking and experiencing everything the same way. I want something different, something worth while... I dont want another Deja Vu!
It is time to take a road not taken, build my own path, see to the possibilities and be caution. Changes are not so bad, just make sure it is right. There are risk. As long as you believe in your own capabilities, take that road.
Who knows where you end up, a bold move might end you up in an Oasis in the desert. Something you're dying to find. Wrong turns are opportunities for us to learn. But too much might be annoying and agonising, just look forth and hang on.
why cry over split milk, although time was wasted, it was worth while, in every wrong turn, I can say I learnt a few splender things. I do no blame the variables for me going off track, but I blame myself(sounds familiar? Self-pity or should I say self-hatred), to trust the little voice in my head sometimes is the wrong choice. But then again, I screwed up (who doesnt), if I'm allowed another chance, I'll take it... But that is up to God.. For now, the path lights up that I do an alteration. So now, I'm walking out on myself, walking down the unknown path, walking it on my own.
silenced at 1/10/2008 08:55:00 PM
