Tuesday, December 4, 2007
Most of the time dont really pass by that easy, even if all I do is pig in and out day in day out. I havent been doing much lately, when I am in Australia. I have always been prompted to get a job and do something with the time I have now, earn something. Although I have never worked before or have any job experience, I really wanna give it a shot but who would wanna hire me for I can only come for 7 to 8 working days.
Try to do nothing is always the hardest, why? Because the mind and soul and body tend to do something. Lately when the body and mind is suppose to be put to rest, the mind doesnt quit, it still wonders in the mist. And soon "why" become the most common word ever used. It is most common for one who seeks for answers, one who wants reasons. One who wants to keep the questioning on going. When do you wanna put a stop to it? Seriously, there is no stop to why questions, just think deep and soon you will get heaps of "why" questions.
Just like a child, young and naive, what do they do when they want to know something and wants to know it further, all they say is "why is it like this?", "why is it like that?".
Is it reasons and answers I want, is it these I seek for? Again another why question. Why do I think so much? Sometimes you already know the answer, it is served right in front of you. Yet you are not satisfied, you think deeper with more "WHY-es". And soon you manipulate the simplicity of a manner and make it really confusing. Tell me, WHY do we do this? Do we realise that we are hurting others just to seek our answers? I do, but WHY do I continue seek for them?
You have a goal to try stop all this nonsense, accept the fact, but then again. This quest of achieving your answers will never end.
It cant be denied that to some certain extend, this questions do come in handy, it might help you inprove yourself. "Why does she treat him so well, I believe I have done better than him, souldnt I be treated better? Why, am I really that bad?". From another point of view, it is a statement from someone who is jealous. Do you think so?
I cannot help it but to drown myself in "WHYs". What about you?
silenced at 12/04/2007 03:08:00 AM
