Saturday, November 10, 2007
Love isn't all about lust and hugs and kisses and saying sweet things to each other.
Love is going through conflicts and coming out together stronger and firmer.
This is what I think after these few weeks.
This simple definition of love is applicable for the love between family, lovers, friends. Though it might seem to be easy to understand. But know this that not all results of a conflict will turn out good. Not all will come up stronger. Some might just crash and burn in the flames of the flare from arguments. In the end, the hearts of both parties unlock and grow further apart.
For the pass few days, I just had my time experiencing love from different parties. Most of it came from family and friends. The ups and downs, and the complications of the conflicts between us has made us bond better. Although we were vulnerable back then, tears and heartaches were common, we just have to hold on.
For the outside, I maybe subjective or I may rebel, but deep inside all I want is to work things out for both parties. Only Friday I had a counselling appointment which I did arrange myself. Hopefully the out come of it is positive.
I really wanna thank all those who have been there for me through my hard times, my family, though sometimes the outcome doesnt end as plan, doesnt mean I'm trying to go against you. I'm actually trying my best inside, my actions of repent may not be visible but they do exist. To my friends, who cares if it was a face to face, heart to heart talk, or it was over the phone, the net... you guys have shown your Worth's, sticking out for me like that. I may have caused you some problems on the way too, for that I do apologise. No matter if I had you scolded for something you're not found guilty of, I really am sorry from my hearts core.
I'm strong, I'll love again.
silenced at 11/10/2007 11:06:00 PM
