Sunday, November 18, 2007
The day started off really smooth as I was anticipating for the arrival of the concert. The sound of it and the picture I had in my head already made it sound like it was full of fun, or so I thought. As it closed, I started getting really excited. Couldn't wait for its arrival!
In the morning I hurried to do a deed. Run some errands. I was really happy I could help out. It hurried off once I got the "duty" and not stopping to say no.
When the hours were ticking closer to the concert. I got dressed and left off for the concert with Derrick, it took me a lot of time to finally convinced him to go. And my efforts paid off!YAY!
There I met G and D. They were so quiet when they saw me, but I didnt acknowledge it, so I hand over the stuff I did and that ended my deed. Mission accomplished. Althought my deed was not noticed, because I didnt get a thank you. But it was a small matter. To top that, today was the first day we met. The very first time.
Later Joel came with Qianie. YAY! Finally the people I have been waiting for all times. Hahaha, since G and D was quiet, I was really glad that both of them was there. They really did enlighten the boredom though Derrick did too.
As the concert was going on, we saw dance shows, jazz bands, wind bands, and even metal. Later G went up on stage. So then I saw D sitting there all alone, so called D over to start aconvo and we started to joke around. But I had to attend to some friends at the same time. I felt bad for Derrick because he didnt know much people there and I ignored him sometimes.
At one point, Joel told me something came up, something bad. And I was blur. So as G finished the gig, drama started. You can see D&G going against each other, and that was when it hit me that I just landed myself into a drama from the very beginning when they were being cold to me. Dstormed off due to madness. And since D wasnt a Penagnite, neither was G. I had to rush after D because Joel had to rush for G,so At the same time, I knew D needed an ear to express, so I went and at the same time, to make sure Ddoesnt get lost. I tried to stop D but everything I tried to say proved worthless except giving time to express.
We walked up and down the street and G just keep calling and shouting, things were getting worst. And suddenly I thought of Derrick, I totally left him at the concert. I was so sorry! Ididnt mean it to happen! I felt so bad, called to check up and he said it was ok though I think I did something so wrong. At the same time I had to look out for D, D doesnt even look out for the cars while crssing the road. But it gave us time to bond. G doesnt trust me, so eventually I got scolded. I dont really blame G, maybe my actions didnt prove my maturity, but my words are strong, I know the right words. But I didnt really use any of that that night. Thank You Joel for believing in me.
As I and D walked down the road and up, it gave us time to know the situation and at least D could get a clearer picture of the things and not jump into a conclusion. And I cant say that I know everything, but I believe ego is the factor that makes all this drama happen. Some of us are too inclined to our ego that we dont really intend to make the first move even when we cool down and know that we did the wrong thing.
Later G and Joel met up with me and D at a coffee shop, we were having dinner. When G arrived, D got scolded... And so did I, I stared that blankly thinking what did I do wrong and I knew what was happening, I knew what D had to say, all D was saying then was all not the right words, not the truth which he told me. But then G didnt want me to say a word and roared, "YOU F***KING SHUT UP!"... To be honest I was rather offended. But I knew he wasnt in the right mood and don't blame him....
TO be honest I wasnt prepared at all, I was scared.... Thank God I had Joel with me... I really didnt want to be there, because my every action or involvement in it might create danger to me. I was the wrong person at the wrong time. Even if I tried to help and my intentions were pure, I still was wrong but I didnt know how...
But after hours, things cooled down... And was out of sight. Still traumatised by the incident, Joel and Qian gladly welcome to join them on their outing when I asked them if I could tag along. It was fun being the limelight, but at least it did help ease the nerves.. And we went all the way to Auto City to have fun... weeee
and after that the night ended. But seriously, I dont really wanna get anywhere near D&G... oOo Dolce and Gabbana
silenced at 11/18/2007 05:57:00 PM
