Sunday, October 14, 2007
Since the day, the day we let our emotions do the talking than the right state of mind. I knew then that I was now a criminal. For I've found guilty to have hurt you. "QUE
HICISTE, SEUMAS!" is all that kept running in my head. I finally saw that you never took advantage of me but have always treasured me, I was thinking too much. Right now you deserve more than the space you ever wanted. Hopefully with this, we'll talk again.
Since you're back and we're now on the same island which
isnt very big, there might be a chance we'll bump into each other in public. But I now know that space was the cure as time is a powerful thing, it can repair broken hearts, change thoughts, whatever it is, time does a lot of things. I hope with the power of time, you'll find somewhere in your heart to talk to me and then I never feel bad. Some might have said I'm being too hard on myself because of this incident but I think I deserve it.
When I walk in public, I had to open my eyes
wider and maybe when I spot you, I'll just walk the other direction. Because I'm the person you want to bump into the least. And I respect that that is your choice. Like a criminal, I had to be on the lookout no matter where I am, be it in the shopping complex or by the roadside, even in my cousin's bistro(
Lecka-
Lecka) I had to strain my eyes, because I know its your one of your favourite places.
I'm trying hard to give you time and space. Dying to know what is the outcome, trying to stay optimistic as it will keep me going on, thinking that one day you'll talk to
me once more, and I'll be your bro again. The bro you once took me for.
and since its H
ari R
aya, the season of forgiveness in our country
let me extend it
"
Selamat Hari Raya,
Maaf Zahir Batin.
Iyi Bayramlar(in
turkish)"
QUE
HICISTE, SEUMAS!
silenced at 10/14/2007 03:13:00 PM
