Thursday, September 20, 2007
Plates of different dishes was alined on the dinner table, it was about time dinner was serve or apparently much over the time I normally have dinner. The maid came calling me for my dinner as it might not be that delicious if it had been cold.
I went down, took a plate and sat down choosing what to eat when it hit me that the dinner was empty. I was at an empty dinner table facing the food. It was quite lonely as all my family members are not around, my dad is busy working, while my elder sister is somewhere across the globe, whereas, my younder sister and my mum is at a wedding aboard.
It gave me a weird feeling that i personally didnt like. I never loved being alone. NEVER! I had thoughts running through my mind as I ate the dinner platter. When they're not around, there is less laughter and news around the dinner table, eating alone is never a fun thing. To me, dinner time was a time where everyone would sit down together and have a nice meat while sharing what they have done for the day.
I believe that family is very important, it determines a person's personality, but that is not what i wanna talk about. As you know, every family has its darker side. I know mine does at time. At moments of loneliness like this, you just want them, crave for them to come back. But when things were not as you favour, you push them, hoping the were not in sight for a long time. Its just how we feel, right?
I just hope we know that family is the only thing that will always be there for us! Lose them and you havent got anyone thats called family, only a close-to-family friends.
silenced at 9/20/2007 02:14:00 AM
