Saturday, September 29, 2007
All I needed was to get some sense back into myself and all it took was some prayers then some SLAPS from my friends. I made them slap me, just to give me a jolt back into reality, I was starting to go frantic and paranoid which in the end started to annoy not only others but ME too!CK was the first one I asked to hit, but he didnt dare to lay a finger at first until I shouted, "Hit me hard or I'll Hit you!"... hahaha. It was only then he started the really action. *slap* It was so light I don't think you can even kill a fly with that! "MORE POWER" I ROARED. Slaps after slaps, I wasnt satisfied. It was stupid.
Then along came Hobart. "Hit me with all the hatred you have for me!"... And he did, he hit hurt.. he must really hate me..LOL.... then again and again. Even a double team from both of them came as an attack to bring me grounded!
The rest of the day was ok. And it was a leap of my life that we(me and my friend) finally talked. And I think I over thought and all I needed was to be a lil more rasional! AIKS! I feel so darn stupid at the moment. I think we're going to make some laughs if I told you. And it is worth the giggles.
So long people!
I shall adjourn now!
silenced at 9/29/2007 01:08:00 AM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
SOMETHING JUST HIT ME!
I just remembered something when I see the date
I'm starting a countdown to my Birthday!
It is exactly one month away!
I cant wait
AND IT IS MY SWEET SIXTEEN!
I hope I could have a big party like last year where I had food from so many worlds and had a lot of friends and family all together
just to save you from the maths, the date is
27 OCTOBER 2007
I cant wait
LET THE COUNTDOWN BEGIN
silenced at 9/27/2007 07:57:00 PM
It has been a week of endless boredom, sometimes there are sparks that bring the feeling of lonliness to ease. Nevertheless, I've been feeling further apart from some of my friends. Keeping the flame burning for eternity is never my thought but always keeping it warm while it is still lively.
Are they busy, you wonder. All of your progress of friendship and brotherhood and sisterhood has all put to a halt. Getting new ones are always a quick remedy but never the best, though you may find some being good enough to take their rightful place on your social chart, but the time you spent with the lost will always be empty.
I accpet my new friends with open arms and a big smile. Most of the time I get along really fine. We could talk, we could share stories and laugh t the silly things we've done. I always wanted never dying friendship which is impossible. Although so, I try my very best to built on what we have, but getting the other person's co-opertation is crucial!
Then again, I think I show too much enthusiasm, has it scared off people? I try to mild it but somehow it is always embeded in me. I always think I should get back what the same kind of treatment from my friends as how I treat them. This has never been the same, it has stayed imbalanced. I do appreciate them, but always hope they show the same too.
As we grow apart, I try to rekindle the flame as if I did something wrong. The truth is, I feel a need to do it, cause someone has to care about the friendship. But when it gets me hanging, I try over and over again. Hoping one day I might work things out. Though at times, I told myself I doing too much, why not wait, but that never happens for I think of friends when I'm lonely.
I hope friends will accept who you are. Even if you done something wrong, I'll forgive you. I try really hard to forgive those in the past, and it has always result in success, I bet I can still do it now. A good first impression is what I try to give people, because I'll never know what will happen when the second impression overlaps the first.
ps : I'm Sticking out to the end!
silenced at 9/27/2007 05:35:00 PM
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Plates of different dishes was alined on the dinner table, it was about time dinner was serve or apparently much over the time I normally have dinner. The maid came calling me for my dinner as it might not be that delicious if it had been cold.I went down, took a plate and sat down choosing what to eat when it hit me that the dinner was empty. I was at an empty dinner table facing the food. It was quite lonely as all my family members are not around, my dad is busy working, while my elder sister is somewhere across the globe, whereas, my younder sister and my mum is at a wedding aboard.
It gave me a weird feeling that i personally didnt like. I never loved being alone. NEVER! I had thoughts running through my mind as I ate the dinner platter. When they're not around, there is less laughter and news around the dinner table, eating alone is never a fun thing. To me, dinner time was a time where everyone would sit down together and have a nice meat while sharing what they have done for the day.
I believe that family is very important, it determines a person's personality, but that is not what i wanna talk about. As you know, every family has its darker side. I know mine does at time. At moments of loneliness like this, you just want them, crave for them to come back. But when things were not as you favour, you push them, hoping the were not in sight for a long time. Its just how we feel, right?
I just hope we know that family is the only thing that will always be there for us! Lose them and you havent got anyone thats called family, only a close-to-family friends.
silenced at 9/20/2007 02:14:00 AM
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Woke up at 8.30 today though it is a Saturday, the alarm had been set to 30 minutes later. Stepping out of the bed a lil woozy and then turn to see my parents getting all set up for work. Suddenly I got hold of my senses and shouted out "Hey, my friend is coming over to do Bio project! Turn on the comp for me, please."Step back into the room, and slam right back into the warm bed. My head was a little heavy as I slept late last night. But somehow I couldnt snooze in that short 30 minutes and went right into the bathroom, washed up and got dressed for the arrival of my friend.
Its already 9.30 and yet I received his call yet, so I stayed on the computer till "This is the wickest thing of yer life..."(thats my ring tone).... "Hello?". Bingo it was him and he is outside the gates. Greeted him in and we started working on our project. While he was doing his work on the computer I had to look through books on medical plants. Man that was broing but I've just gotta be responsible especially partnering with someone who is extra smart.
I thought we would finish by today. But its already 10.30 and we havent got much put of our reseach, we were still stuck with what plant should we use... Having given our choices and reasons we finally came down to what I think would be a common two (ginger and gralic)... i know they're both Gs!
Soon after having reseach made, we finally added in all our points and printed it out. Somehow the printer ink was OUT! NO MORE INK. but we manage to print on, except the fact it is super blur! We needed the points printed out so we could continue reading through and changing them into our own words in the weekend.
Around noon, my friend left living me doing nothing, but to watch crazy whacky funny parody while listening to my younger sister scream in dismay as she loses and loses and loses in a games that she's playing in the opposite room. She goes, "Arghhhh, I nearly killed him!" *throws the pillows on the floor*
hahahaha
and to my worst nightmare, I had to stay back home today and cant make it for church! As my aunty is coming down from JB! So we're looking forward for a nice dinner!
PS: It has been raining heavily on and off since the noon and its still raining now(evening). Though the weather is nice to sleep in, I'll pass and pay attention to UGLY BETY!
silenced at 9/15/2007 08:07:00 PM
It has been raining and raining like forever! When will it stop... Luckily I'm living somewhere that has higher land than the rest of the part of the island which I hope some low laying parts are already drowning! We better help out and pray that there aint soaked muddy fields and that the animals dont go drunk because of all the drinking. Sometimes the rainy weather and the cool breeze just makes me wanna stay in bed all day but that was not what I chose to do...
Today I got my full season one of UGLY BETY, seriously it aint such a bed series. Don't know what's it's all about? Here, let me shed some light onto that. This drama series revolves around a hispanic girl called Bety,ofcourse, and isn't much of a glamazon and is left in the world of high fashion has she works in a Fashion magazine called, Mode. Besides that, it also shows her loving family and life problems. To top that, the office is really murdering. Its just a nice movie. Touching sometimes.
With that in the pocket, I own a few wonderful series, like Heros and Rome. Thanks to Hobart Lim, one of my best butties, I got trap into this wonderful world of series... It's just so exciting. Hopefully I don't get all tanggled up and lose myself.
And having a bigger and wider screen for me to type this lot out, i feel much ease as no eye strains! This way it is easier to spot those little things now. Yup, I just got an upgrade for the computer a brand new LCD! Its rocking, wonder why I didint get it earlier!
As for school, we had our graduation book photoshoot today! I'm only graduating tomorrow and we're already in the preparation for the production of the book that will only be out and the end of the third quadter of the year! "GREAT" planning. The worst thing is that I didnt have time to heal from my acne treatment and still had pimples during the shoot, hopefully the guy does soem amazing touch-up! I just hate looking bad in pictures especially if myschoolmates are going to look through that book maybe 30 years later and see my acne... I would rather die..... seriously, not only girls need to look their best! GUYS NEED TOO!
Thats all folks....
silenced at 9/15/2007 01:53:00 AM
Monday, September 10, 2007
Thank God the waiting is over... After months suggesting that we have dinner at one of my favourite Maxican restaurant, "CHILLI'S". But the idea has never been seconded nor has it been took into thought as my sister was going to have first of the many important exams in her life! With that, we have only been dining home. But all that ended when my sister finished her examination last week!When she was asked by my parents where to have dinner, I shouted "CHILLI'S" with force! And BINGO, she seconded my SUGGESTION, FINALLY! We soon set off to the restaurant in Gurney Plaza! It was pure Euphoria as I was in my element, GOOD FOOD, GOOD ATMOSPHERE and even SHOPPING!
I thought we could do a little shopping before we head off to the restaurant but all that idea turn to scrap as the stomachs were making noise! We went into the restaurant which was always a full house as expected. We had to register ourself on the waiting list and foung a spot to sit. As we sat, mum and dad were spotted by their firends who were next to be sitted on the waiting list and we were asked to joine them. YAY! no waits!
As we were seated, loud and fun conversations started feeling that atmosphere. It was so fun listening and adding bits into their conversation. As they were too indulge in their conversation, I was given the honour to do the order(most of it)....
It took sometime for the things to be served up, but the moment was never dull listening to my parents school moments and some of their lamest stories. About an half an hour, the first 2 shared dishes were served and everybody dug in and gave positive comments! That was nice as I did the order.. LOL
The 4 main dishes were only served about an hour later. It was to die for, the meal was always at top notch no matter if its the 100th time I tried it. We shared amongst ourselves(6 people in total). At the start, the people dug in at a fast rate but soon the spirit of eating died out as the portions were always big but slowly the dishes were cleared up. Followed by that came my favourite desert! MOLTEN CHOCOLATE!
The harden chocolate on top of the vanilla ice-cream is just kills the taste butts with its perfect match-up. Partnered with the hot chocolate cake with cold melted fudge brownie in the core just makes it all melt perfectly in you mouth. One you taste it you just want more. Praises were given to it from everyone around the table. Words cant really tell you everything. But the taste is just yummy!
Even if we stayed there for 3 hours in total. It was worth it as I just still have a burning heart for this wonderful restaurant!
CHEERS TO CHILLI'S
silenced at 9/10/2007 12:12:00 AM
Friday, September 7, 2007
Today was one of the odd days as something "extra" happened in the near ordinary day! This is the day where I got my first small Demerit... The difference is that it is a bigger sentance than a normal demerit and lighter than the BIG demerit. Get 9 of that and bye bye it is of you from the face of that school!It all happened yesterday, it was during the interval of 2 periods. Before the next teacher stepped into class, I walked out of the classroom and kinda walked passed the back door of the neighbouring class. There he was, Joel, one of my BEST-BUTTIES! Sitting all alone, hoping for someone to kill his boredom, so he asked me to come in and have a talk. At first I turned that "invitation" down, knowing that I might get it if spotted being out of the class by my teacher.
But I cant just leave Joel there, so I linger at the door while talking. Soon I moved into the classroom and actually sat down on an empty chair. Soon he asked me to look through his script which he will be using for his presentation this Saturday. With my experience with scripts, I really wanted to help out. So first I needed an overview of the script. He continued on when my teacher walked passed and saw me sitting there. I went, "SHIT!"
"Why are you in this class? And worst, Talking! You know it is my class and why are you here and not in class. No warning, I'll have to demerit you!" she said in a scary tone.
She is a nice teacher and this is the first experience of her tentrum! I stood there saying nothing but "sorry" as that was the most appropriate word! After that, we hurried back to class with me following behind. I scurried to my desk and was kinda moody. Down her pen went, inking into the discipline file section. There it was code 441 : Out of class without permission, that cause a small demerit. Please note, the teacher wasn't around when I went out, I was the boss of me at that time.
So I was not able to explain for what I was doing out of class, I just went through the day thinking what will happen when I'm asked to the Discipline Room tomorrow(today) morning. The day passed on well, as I forgot the moment as I'm quite a Happy-Go-Lucky guy.
TODAY
My "appointment" was set for the forth period of the day, arghhh, it was English! Why cant it be Chinese period or something far boring!
Tick-Tock, Tick-Tock
It was already the 4th period, accompanied by the monitors, Chun Hong and Chin Seng(did I mentioned, I'm also one of the monitor of the class), we set of to the Chong Sim's(Dicipline teacher) room. My hear was pounding faster as I've never been in such a situation. I'm an "angelic" student! I thought I would never survive that MARTINET. She is vicious from what I heard so far!
As I walked in, she looked up, all the sudden I felt something like "Just wing it Seumas, she's nothing more than a fur ball(her permed bouncy hair)!"
"So the culprit is a monitor," she said shaking head. "So where were you?"
"I was in the class next door." I replied
"So what were you doing?"
The questions go on and I answered truthfully without showing any sign of weakness for her to attack.
Soon she asked, "Have you had any records before?"
"NO!" I said with force
"No, big or small demerits before?"
What do you think I am? A gang banger or some evil student? I maybe born with a knife but I aint using it on such a ditzy creature!
"Never!"
"Ahhhhh, clean records. I like this...."
I would have slpped her listening to the damn tune she said that last sentence before handing me a big card to fill in my info. After the "registration", she filled up the one of the many boxes with my "misbehaviour"
I went out, normally and I thought I was going to face some interrogation or face up to her long sermons! But thats, what being a student is, sucking up to the dicipline board and laughin about them later with your friends. And having to know that some of the boys which I think are quite good actually already has a record like me, so the school is giving "small demerits" out like it's free... BOOO!
so that ends that "scary experience" which lasted for only 5 minutes.
PS: Joel Teh, I don't blame you for anything!
silenced at 9/07/2007 01:25:00 AM
Thursday, September 6, 2007
Nothing really happened on the 50th Independence Day of Malaysia, which falls on the 31st of August 2007, for me that is.Besides shouting and screaming like no one cared and watching boring proceedings! Cheesy dance routines, nothing exciting happened! They should have made it lavish, after all Prince Andrew of UK was here and so many other royalty! Honestly, it looks the same every year. It gets BORING!
The only thing I liked was this human gigantic structure where all the dancers did waves and human walls and cool formations which was nice in an ariel view! It takes the YOUTH to do such a thing! I guess the old people might break their back!
And a few days later, my whole class, 4SA5 of CLHS, took part in a Merdeka cross country run. Looking at the whole class running together was fun, in the sence of unity and accomplishment. I was stunted with the results some produced during that long run. It also gave me a wierd sensation as I normally take part in all these runs with the school runners, so now replacing it with friends made the whole run enjoying.
Althought they kinda slowed me down a lot, but I didnt go there for a placing. I went there for the people and the fun!
geeeee..... I really having nothing much to say!
Oh yea, Have been having boring moments and ofcoz my savior to those moments was JARYL! who spent some time chatting with me over the phone and on msn.
and to my surprise, we aint such different. He can be my TWIN... Honestly!
We share the same height, shoe size and most of all taste and likings! Be it Clothes, brands, music, Tele!
hahahaa.... Its not everyday you meet someone like me! hahaha, gonna treasure it!
BTW, Good Luck To MARCO in his examination, hoped I've helped you much, hope to talk to you soon, take care bro!
Thats all BYE!
silenced at 9/06/2007 12:16:00 AM